Ariff bad day=My bad day

So first of all, today is my 4th Month with love. Ya ya, 4 months still, bleargh! 4 months meant nothing for anyone but it mean so much to us, to me especially. I have never imagine myself falling hard for another after my previous ex. I have never imagine that i could love someone much more than how i love my ex. Do you even want to imagine yourself with someone else after your current bf? No, OF COURSE NOT, right?
To be frank, i have never expect too much from this relationship i had with Ariff. I will just go on with the flow. If we both are meant to be, than it will be. :) But if i could decide my fate, i will obviously want to be rightfully his.

So this is what happen today.
*Ariff got a really bad haircut and he was totally dissapointed with it
*I lost Ariff's phone @ igniw (I Got No Idea Where)
*I FORGOT OUR MONTHSARY!

I always blog about how much i love this boy of mine but i can't simply remember our special date. Wtf, i know. & yes, i lost his mobile phone. Double wtf, I KNOW! I felt so guilty for this. I was expecting a VERY BIG SCOLDING from him, but no. He's cool. I felt so bad that i actually cried. Im so careless today unlike any other days. How blessed i am to have such a patient bf. He didn't even raise his voice at me! :') I love how he can actually tolerate with me nomatter how annoying and unreasonable i can get. I AM TRULY BLESSED TO HAVE ARIFF, I SWEAR!

& i just got to know that Ariff actually have a plan for us this monthsary which is a date at Underwaterworld but too bad, we have to cancel it. The money is needed for a new phone. I have always wanted to go there and im actually surprised that he got this plan for us. He even took off today. How sad. :(

I believe things happened for a reason. God might have a better plans for the both us. Insyallah.

QK